*sigh* I'm so grr-ness.
I feel so goddamn lonely, even though I really shouldn't. I mean, I have people to hang out with, it's just I feel lonely in the sence that my "boyfirend" hasn't talked to me in over a week and I really just want someone to be there. I donno if I'm even making sense.
It doesn't help that there is a dance coming up (well, sorta) and I most likely wont have anyone to go with (as usual). I've never gone to a dance with someone and that really pisses me off. I donno why. Maybe I'm just an idiot. Porobably. And I admit it, I hate being alone.
Anyway, there are a couple of morons dancing a few feet away from me... Maybe I'll join them...
- Music:GRACE'S shitty music
Wow... Dir en Grey concert... Wow... Wow...
Yesh, I made it to the concert with Grace and Kadi. Yesh. I had one of the best days of my life.
Yeah, if was like going though Hell to get there [to the concert]! Our train was running on time, until we got to the station! We had to wait about an hour for the stupid thing to get to the station! It was FREESING and WET. I was pissed and I wanted to die. I seriously didn't think that we'd make it. The train FINALLY came and we were off! I was leik YESS! But - to my horror - the train had to STOP because of the stupid weather! It took about 10 minutes to get it running again, but yeah. I was trying so hard not to start freaking out. That was NOT fun. Not at all, but at least we found interesting people (other fans) to talk to.
We finally got there, though! It was so much fun! I was way in back at first, but Kari, Amy, Grace, and I shoved out way through the moshers and got up realllllly close - so close! I was so happy! I couldn't believe it, especially because I never thought I would get to see my favorite band! I nearly cried! Anyway! The pit was pretty much a hell-hole, but I didn't care. I've never felt so violated in my life! But, yeah, Amy even lifted me up, so I could see Kyo SO well! She lifted me up leik three times! The third time was the best, though! Se lifted me up while Kyo was RIGHT there and HE LOOKED - STARED RIGHT AT ME! I mean, it wasn't like one of those quick, iffy looks, it was BAM-STARE-WHOISTHATFREAKBEINGHELDUP! When he was looking at me, I really freaked the heck out - I've never screamed so loudly in my life. Wow... Wow... It's still sinking in.
And OMGOMGOMG! They played almost every song that I wanted them to! I was freaking out! I mean, when they started playing "Obscure", I was screaming and cheering like a freak of nature. I've never been so hyper and crazy at a concert in my whole life! I nearly had a heart attack when they started playing "Jesus Christ R'nR" - I LOVE that song to death. And Kyo totally started making out with the mic! It was so awesomeness! He basically held it above his head by the cord and started licking it all over! I actually started laughing through my constant cheering. I'm such a loserness. XD And Die looked so amazing! I could see Kyo and Die the best, though, I could see Toshiya and Kaoru quite a bit too, when they came a bit closer to the stage (which was often, so it was all good). MAN! We where so close that I could see Die's tiny eyebrows! FWAHAHA!
But, MAN! I was so close to catching Kaoru's pick! Some (sorry) bastard elbowed me really hard in the ribs, when I was reaching to catch it - that really hurt. I was so mad! SO MAD! The pick fell on the floor and the guy nudged me out of the way and he picked it up just before me... I wish now that I had hit him... Shoved him... SOMETHING! I was just too tired though. But I don't really care - KYO LOOKED AT ME. And spit on me, if that was him spitting a bunch of water at the audience (I was going all crazy and didn't really know what was going on). OH! And, as I was screaming, Toshiya took a sip of his water, then tossed the rest out into the audience - a HUGE glob landed on my cheek and in my mouth - I was leik OMGOMGOMGLETMEDIENOW.
Yes... So now my hair is a serious mess and I look dead. I can't go back to sleep and I'm hungry and smelly, but I just had the best day... well night of my life.
Thank you SO much, Grace (she got me the ticket for Christmas). I LOVE you so much! I don't even know what to say! And I love you too, Amy! Thank you so much for lifting me up by my belt at the right times! I LOVE EVERYONE!
Except that jerk who elbowed me...
and that girl with the crazy curly hair who kept smacking me in the head with hers...
- Music:Animal Crossing?
I can't wait until tomorrow! I have a job interview for this one Mexican restaurant that I go to all of the time - the good thing is, the people there already know me and my mom, so yea. Finally, I'll have a job and my dad won't bug the hell out of me anymore! YAY!!! Gawd! My dad won't shut up about me getting a job! *bashes head in* Oh well...It'll all be over soon. Hehehe.
I'm also gonna save up for an Intuos3! I want one soooo badly - but they're soooo expensive! *dies*
I'm watching So You Think You Can Dance right now - and I like everyone who's left, so it's gonna be a realllly hard choice for me...But still I TRUELY miss Ashlee...
I think I died a bit inside when she was told that she would no longer be moving forward...I literally cried...She was my most favorite dancer EVER. I just don't think that the show is the same for me anymore...*sigh*
Kyaaaa! I was having such a crappy day today, when I FINALLY got a letter from my pen pal from Japan, AYA! I'm so happy now! *does a little jig* Aie - her birthday is coming up soon! I donno what to get her! Hah, I'll find something. I was so worried that she'd forgotten about me - but she just had a LOT of tests in school and she needed to study. I'm just too happy that I got her letter - I'mma go dance around in circles! 8D
I also updated my Deviant Art, so that's a plus!http://keitaromiyo.deviantart.com/
- Music:Cassis - Gazette
Why does this summer have to suuuuuuk??? All this week I've been helping Ben move. I've been cleaning and packing allll dayyy. I feel so pooped (< that is such a funny word XD). Mrrr...I feel sick. Ben moving makes me depressed...but I talked to him about it and I feel better, I guess. *sigh* I'm just glad that he's happy (he hates Munster). Man, but all this crap is really making me feel sick and crappy. Oh well.
Neeways,I made a Deviant Art account for my sister and she's so happy. XD Man, last night I was have an awsome drawing day...or night...whatever - I drew three new pictures of peoples. I was like, "YAY!". XD
Nnyah - today is gonna be soooo boring! *bashes head in*
Maan, I really wanna go and see Silent Hill one more time (I wanna see it 4 times). *sigh* The only thing is that I can't find anyone to go see it with meee! *cries* Oh well...I'll figure something out!
Yea, I saw X-Men 3. It was good, but I'm not an X-Men freak, so I wasn't crazy for it. I really like all of the special effects, though. Jean - or Phoenix looked really awsome! I thought she looked really pretty. ^__^( Just really bored...Collapse )
- Music:Going Under - Evanescence
Well, I'm FINALLY updating my Deviant Art (http://keitaromiyo.deviantart.com/
) again! - And my LJ! Squee!! Neeways! School is almost over - thank GAWD! The best part is I only have 4 finals! Two of my classes don't have one. YAY!
Well, my art teacher told me that my painting was very good. She said that I was gonna end up being a great painter (she said this when I went up to her to ask her where I should put more yellow XD). Yeah, I felt kind of bad, 'cause I acctually don't like that class...mostly because of her XD. I mean, she's really...I donno...she acts like we're stupid. I accutally kind of sad that she's retiring...I mean, what if we get stuck with someone who thinks that we're dumber?! Y___Y Oh well...Hopefully the next teacher'll be...not crappy.
- Music:Nichya - t.A.T.u.